I'm practically a virgin again

I haven't had sex since October 23rd . I've gotten to the point where masturbating doesn't get me off. I'm pass that point. I need skin to skin contact. I need to feel hands on me. I can't remember the last time I didn't have sex on my birthday. I've always been in a relationship during that time so it was never an issue. My birthday is Sunday the 12th and my son's father will be working all weekend. It looks like it's not gonna happen. Fuck, fuck, fuck.....